It is a problem of lack of
pigmentation in the skin. It is characterized by white spots of different sizes
and shapes. Melanin, which is a pigment that gives skin its color, is not
metabolized properly.
Although except for this
discoloration problem, the skin is perfectly normal, vitiligo is very difficult
to accept since the aesthetic effect it gives is very annoying for the person
and there is also no effective symptomatic treatment.
On the other hand, the sun
also aggravates the appearance, because if the rest of the skin is tanned, the
areas affected by vitiligo turn pink and the effects are even more highlighted.
Vitiligo expresses that I have
a negative image about myself, which could have been caused by another person.
Generally it is a male element, the father or someone who exercises the
paternal function, sometimes it can be the mother if he occupies that function,
the brother, the godfather or someone I admire.
Curiously, in the world of
symbols, the Sun represents the father and precisely the depigmentation of the
skin leaves us without protection against the violence of the sun's rays.
"I want to disappear, hide from my castrating father", "I want
my father to see inside me", "I lack the" light "of a father
to support me or guide me”, "I can have a father, yes, but it is of no use
to me, I am alone", "I do not exist for my father or mother, they do
not see me, I am invisible", "I am separated from the gaze of my
parents"
Vitiligo also expresses to me
that I feel dirty on the inside from something horrible, I did and I want to be
invisible so they don't discover me. I committed a murder or fraud, maybe I
lied to harm another person or saw a crime being committed and kept quiet or,
maybe, abused someone, etc. and I want to hide my crime, I don't want my family
to find out.
"I want to disappear, I
want to be invisible, that what I did not be discovered", "I want to
be" transparent "to go unnoticed", "I want to be more
pure.” That is why my brain sends the order of depigmentation, to wash me, to
cleanse my guilt and make me invisible. "I am a bad person, I regret
it"
Similarly, vitiligo can appear
after a conflict of "dirt" in my family or in my environment, and I
have taken the unconscious order to "clean" so much filth. “You have
to wash what has been stained. You have to have clean hands”, “I have an
atrocious fear that the "stain in my family" will advance ",
"I must clean all that crap, I must clean the stains of my family",
"They are all bad, except me and not I can prove that I am innocent”
Likewise, vitiligo can respond
to an unpleasant and abrupt conflict of separation from a loved one, someone I
loved more than anything in the world.
Example: I have seen how my
father, mother, brother, etc. were murdered.
Recommendations to recover
physical, emotional and spiritual health:
Biologically, vitiligo is
intended to "try to get more light into our interior"
I must assume that I am not
the culprit of so much dirt and decide to stay away from "dirty"
people.
I accept and love myself as I
am and take control of my life.
I understand that while I may
not always be able to prove myself innocent, I am.
It is my responsibility to
give light and color to my image, which is the reflection of my soul and I
recognize my merits, my achievements and thus, access happiness.
It is essential to accept what
has happened and stop blaming the person who has made me doubt myself.
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